Side Cars

Well, side cars are typically used with motorcycles as a means to sometimes accommodate a passenger. This was typically seen during WWII and to a much lesser extent in more modern times. An aside to side cars is the action of side swipe side swiping or being side swiped. This is an unexpected but probable effect caused by someone or something that is totally not anticipated, foreseen or "out of the blue". This happened to me this morning and I have been devastated by the occurrence while trying to resolve it and not react. This has not been a minor happening but rather a major event that is having a far greater impact on my life and my thought processes than what I wanted it to. There is also a very large component which is having an impact on my career- present and future. By dwelling and ruminating about it, I am only directing energy towards it which allows it to feed and thus, grow.
Okay, I have had enough and want it to stop. Now. There has been enough punishment and suffering why can it not end. Is it malice? Who is feeding this and encouraging it to thrive? Why not end it and move on? What do I have to do to stop the pain and suffering? Why does it seem that others are avoiding me- not taking calls, not returning messages and practicing avoidance?
This is not me or what I deserve. Whomever is behind this, stop- please. Call me and let's understand each other and agree on a truce and a resolution so we can bury this. You win.